Day 8

It's RUBBER MEETS the ROAD  time and I'm mentally making excuses why I can't go to treatment. I don't know how I'm going to be able to pay my rent. I physically have to go to the credit Union to draw my $$$ out.If I'm late paying the rent they add 10% to your account, which in my case would be $42.50 since I've been late before they hard playing Hard Ball with me.There is one person I might trust with my ATM card

I was going to ask him if he'd check my mail while I was gone anyway.

Can't back out now, I wasn't a LIFE and not the one  I have now, which is NO LIFE AT ALL.Lord help me be honest with my doctor tomorrow.