The great news is that I've NOT used in 4 days. Only those who are in recovery or have a a loved one who is or lost can understand how tough it can be in the first few days or weeks. Yes I still think about and at times want to use, GOD IS keeping me SAFE from harm. At this time in my life I can't say I'll NEVER use again, ( I said that for 8 yrs. then used again). I want to get back to the house so I can watch the Playoffs.So I" ll do my best to post again tomorrow.Keep me in your prayers and I'll keep you in mine.