It has been a whhile since my last post. Learning about self has been inspiring. Why? Seeing that my past feelings about how I saw myself helped me RELASPE. The insuing staying HIGH, wasn't a great help either. Being here has me seeing self in a different light. The GOOD aabout me is coming to the surface and what I saw as a bad thing about me is lessing.Will post a little later. Something else has come up and I gott to go.