My mind is getting clearer each day and I'm seeing that there will be a lot of work for me to do before I'm anywhere near being CLEAN &SOBER. Each group I attend show me not only the how but the why I made the choice to use again after 8 yrs. of CLEAN time.I can also see that some new ideas MUST come into play if I'm to get and stay that way this time. The DESIRE is there, but will I honesty do ALL that it will take?As of today the answer is YES!!!! GOD wants me to succeed, and has GREAT things for me to do, BUT ONLY if I follow HIS WILL for me. Prayer is the only way I can know what it is that HE wants.With HIM ALL things are possible.